This was requested by about 20 people in the past couple of years, i love this band, i’m sorry if i haven’t done the song justice!
I know I’m pretty useless at posting, i feel tremendous fear and anxiety every time i post, and honestly it’s absolutely ridiculous. I prevent myself from actually putting myself out there more because i have such a fear of being judged for merely singing or performing my own songs or covers, such a fear of messing up or offending someone with my voice, that i end up minimising myself or trying to stay invisible (though she wants a career in music…hah). I hope one day to over come that fear and just post whatever, whenever…but that being said, I’m also such an introverted person, and i love to keep my life to myself. There is nothing wrong with sharing whatever one chooses to share about themselves on the internet, but i guess for my own personal reasons, i choose to remain shielded.
But hey, no-ones missing out on anything either. Im either making music, producing tracks, writing sad songs, taking photos, taking myself on little adventures, cooking (a lottttt of cooking), painting, reading lots of books, playing with some animals, or seeing my friends.
I feel incredibly insignificant in this world, and that makes me feel very wonderful simultaneously. Everything is fleeting, everything moves, everything grows, everything and everyone has a chance to be better and to do better. I find myself being so cruel and unkind to myself so often, and i would never speak to anyone the way i speak to myself, which also makes me think “huh, how many other people talk to themselves like this?!”
We are all so unique and special, and i ask that you treat yourself with the same amount of kindness and respect that you treat others.
Anyways, i like to ramble, I’m waiting for the video to upload and wanted to waste my time typing away.
ps – my ep is coming in the spring time, it would mean an awful lot to me if you could share the news around with whomever you feel in your life would like my music – be it a lover, a friend, a sibling, cousin, mother, father, hey – even share it on your social media. The more my music gets out there, the higher the chances i get to come to your city and play some gigs with my band for you all.
Sending you so much love,
Eleni
